curly tuesday...

It's our formal day once again and I've decided to wear my hair down with curls! ha,ha... It's cute and matured at the same time. It's been 3 days since dad txted me and i'm really bummed about it. I'm worried coz this only happen when something's wrong. I have this inkling that he's in a bad shape (i hope im wrong). Nevertheless, I miss our usual talks and planning about our future. Right now, I'm willing to give him some space. It's really difficult to handle him at this time. I wish I took up medicine instead...
I wish I could do something about it...
I wish I could give my heart to him...
I hate to see him suffering...
I hate listening to his worried voice.
I just miss the old bubbly him.

On the lighter note, my friend Shinichi is in the country. I hope I'll be able to see him. My gradeschool batchmates in St. Jo are also planning a dinner date. i will definitely come! ha,ha

Just another tuesday...

Well, its tuesday and I don't know if this daywill be just like all the past tuesdays of my life... Boring! Romantically speaking, I think, I'm a little bummed because it's Leo's exam week so there... Limited messages and i terribly miss him!
My mom made a sandwich for me. awww.. so sweet.
On the more dramatic side, i'll meet ate ans this pm. We'll talk about something. I still feel bad about Joeven's decision, but I couldn't do anything about it. It's out of my bounds. WTF! He did not even bother to tell me that his decision is final... SOME FRIEND!!!
(so sorry... I'm still bitter about it)

Empty

I feel empty...
Leo did not txt me yesterday. So "un-Leo" who usually txt me at least 20 times a day... I know something is wrong. I just don't know what is it. I just hope he's ok. i'm really worried about his condition. I wish I could take care of me. I hate the distance.
BTW, today is my mom's birthday.

facilitating + synthesizing= FUN

I was in Caliraya for two days. FEUCSO asked me to facilitate the workshops for the said event...
I was really nervous at first because some of the "gods" are there plus i hardly know anybody. Good thing my innate charm did not fail me (he,he). I was chummies with the other studes after a couple of hours. Then the fun part started...
The place was so beautiful. It was the biggest man-made lake in the Phils. plus its a 1st class resort. Students had fun swimming and mud sliding. Michael aka Josh Santana was so game when he was asked to perform. My roomies were so nice. Maren and I have a lot in common. Cheska, Nona and Karyl were super nice as well.
We had a close encounter with the unknown during the wee hours of the night. Good thing Arnel was there.
Arnel and I re-connected. COOLNESS!
It was like the old time with a bit of zing. As always, he's super sweet and thoughtful.
Joeven, Maren and I observed a lot. From who's hooking up with who to the studes personalities.
The trip was ultimate in coolness!

on heartaches and flattery...

I opened my mail only to find out an unexpected e-mail from someone from my past...
As much as I wanted to forever bury the memories (both happy and sad), I just couldn't stop myself from reminiscing. After all, the message was a smack on my face...bummer bigtime!

Good thing, somebody's making my life more exciting for the past few days. He's sweet, ultra caring and smart. coolness.
At least he's there to make me smile and to ask how my day was. After his studies, maybe he'll have the guts to say those words explicitly. He said that I am so difficult to reach. I strongly disagree... I'm not rich (not yet ha,ha), I'm caring and thoughtful (according to joeven and the other oradec peeps), I may have the passion for intellectual elites but he's smart so I don't think there's something to worry about. Oh well... C'est la vie :)

Crushie...

For quite some time, I never got attracted from anybody in the Institute of Law. I don't know if its just me or because I find the majority of IL men geeky (my classmates excluded he,he:))...But for the past couple of weeks, a particular guy caught my attention. He's clean looking, cute in the geeking kind of way and of course- SMART. After all, he wouldn't reach his fourth year if his a jack-ass...
It all started 3 days after the IL forum. He approached me and I instantly appreciated his sense of style. Half-rimmed glasses, light top and stylish pants. coolness!
Had it not for my candid stupidity, things could've been a lot cooler by now. I still hate myself for uttering those bummer words (thanks to my st. jo goody-goody upbringing).
I saw him in the library yesterday. coolness!

Well, Andy said that I have this certain glow and I'm becoming prettier. Andy said it! Bwaha! :) ( I don't know if crushie has something to do with it or I should be thankful for the liquid blush that im using).

Midterms started with a bang. I'm talking about KABOOM!!!! There goes my chance of getting a high grade in labor relations. I'm lucky if I'll be able to pass the exams. One of the hardest in law school. Oh well, cest la vie... Will not post for the next couple of days... serious studying (double bummer!)

X'cess: It's Lucky's birthday- COOLNESS!!