Monday, June 06, 2005

I'M HAVING THE BLUES

It’s official, I’m having the blues.
Under ordinary circumstances, I will attribute this feeling with the TV show that I previously watched- like OPRAH. But this time it’s different. Well I’m quite positive that I did not get the blues from watching STARLICIOUS MAKEOVERS. Chaps keeps on popping in my head. I don’t know if I miss “IT” or I’m still angry at myself for allowing the communication lines to be “re-opened” between us.
Actually, this is just a realization after our Gateway night-out, which was quite unexpected, and so-yesterday if I may add (pretty slow for me to analyze things nowadays). Maybe I’m bummed because I allowed “IT” to have an access to my life once more. Well for whatever reason, I just feel like having the blues…

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