I don't want friends on facebook to know how affected I am...
I'd rather be pissed off in silence and let some random faceless people know about it...
I've been a victim of flakers for how many times...
I still feel guilty for ditching my bestfriend's offer to go to Bora in favor of a cancelled Bora trip with supposedly new friends...
I hate cancellations...
I declined Wen's Bora invite because I've given my word in favor of an impending cancelled Baguio trip...
I hate flakers...
I'm a control freak...
I've had two travel cancellations in a month (i'm still hoping for the Baguio trip to push through)...
I'm such in a foul mood right when work demands me to be Little Ms. Sunshine...
I miss my travel buddies...
I miss my friends who value the true meaning of commitment...
I'm tired of catching my twisted sunshine...
I need a good cry...
I need to reevaluate relationships...
I'm under selective detachment...
Life is one big debate tournament. You travel for out-of-town venues, do foodtrips along the way, party during break nights, get disappointed for missed opportunities, cheer during victorious moments, cry over bad adjudication or wrong decisions, but you only need your friends and loved ones to make everything tolerable.
4 comments:
awww sweetie. *HUG*
maybe i'm expecting too much from other people but word of honor is pretty big on my list. we all flake, once in a while, but we always try to "make up". here, people are redefining the word "commitment" in a totally frustrating way. it's hard to build new relationships when you can't even hold on to their words kaya detachment muna... i sorely miss SATC and Techno people. I miss you, guys :'(
no you're not expecting too much. relationships are based largely on keeping your word. at least that's what i believe.
but you have to remember that not everyone is exactly (or even nearly) like yourself. which is why we all value good relationships. we value good people.
think of it this way: you're just weeding out the people who aren't worth your while. not everyone will be "just right" for you but when you do find them, all those others will make you realize who's real and who's not. they, too, have their purpose.
absolutely. thanks, girl. after our first coffee sesh with dawnie and rix, i realized that you guys are worth keeping =D
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